Adulthood

It’s crazy how I’m turning 22 soon. That’s so… adult. I don’t feel like an adult. Twenty two years old. This past year has FLOWN by. I can’t believe I’ve almost been a YEAR sober. A YEAR without alcohol. I can feel what it feels like to be drunk as if it were yesterday. I had a huge wave of craving straight vodka earlier tonight. It’s like it never leaves. I wonder if it ever will.